Well the summer soon will becoming to an end and the leaves will change color. I love fall.. reminds me of my childhood of just calling on a friend and going out to play all day in the woods.... the not too cold breeze blowing my hair all over... I love it.. I am not living in fort mcmurray and have been for the last week. Colin and I have decided that it is best we part our ways... Tait is growing so fast, already a year... I've notice that the years have gone by as well... I have decided to focus on myself.. meaning.. gym.. begining friday... school in january and of course the most important thing besides tait... is to be happy and healty and make the most of each situation.... I wish the best for all my loved ones... i really do... and the ones I have not seen.. I will soon...  I realized I have let a few people slip... not away.. but close to it... I hope with time I can patch those friendships up... for they have helped me more then they know... I was told.. i use to be a free spirit.. key word... use... to be.... I lost myself within it all... though i regret nothing.... i do wish to find myself again.... n i will..